Yesterday was not a good day. I did not make good choices. For lunch, I had two slices of pizza (because one was sausage and one was pepperoni. I can never decide which meat I like better. If they would have made a sausage/pepperoni pizza, I would have been okay with one) and then I realized that they had made my absolute favorite salad, cashew chicken salad (except why the grapes? Grapes and chicken do not belong together. It is a horrid travesty of food) and the tuna salad I like and ooh, look, there are green olives.
I justified it by thinking I was going to be at work all night (hanging out with Beth) and wouldn't eat again until after 11:30. Of course, I was completely stuffed and had a hard time moving for a little while and wanted to take a nap under my desk. So I ate some chocolate.
And then we went to IHOP, where I devoured 3 pancakes with syrup and sausage links and hashbrowns with cheese.
But! I did not have Mountain Dew (and believe me when I say I want it. So much. I avoided going out to eat the other day because they serve Mountain Dew. From a soda fountain. Which is the ultimate of the ultimate drink for me). And I continue to drink water. And I've had salads every day this week. So, I am weak but yet, I am also strong. I don't feel guilty. Amazing. Usually this would set me off on a downward spiral of bingeing followed by guilt followed by excessive bingeing.
I am quite flushed with victory right now.
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Now this looks like a spectacularly bizzarre idea for a blog that could be great fun to check back on with some regularity. Greetings, I am Sir Beleobus from Australia, found this page via the Lioness... kind of roundabout I know, but thanking you for the entertainment anyway.
The rubber chicken is well pleased with your humour.
Oh look who's here! To quote jay, "bringing the world together one post at a time". We must stop meeting like this. My work is done.
DM, seriously, hurrah! It's all right to slip. You will slip again. Not feeling guilty IS a huge victory!
http://coffeeandcaffeine.blogspot.com/, you'll find a kindred soul. :D
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